I need God to completely change my heart. From the inside out. I need to understand this gift that I accepted eight years ago. I want to feel this perfect love God has for me without feeling like I have to prove myself to Him. I need Him to change my heart and turn my life around.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Grace. I'm struggling with understanding grace, applying it to my life and realizing that it is a gift. Grace is not earned by works but rather it is a beautiful gift from God. Yes, I can put that sentence together but in my heart it means nothing. I have no idea how to accept something from someone without having to prove myself or show I'm worth something. Grace has been a foreign concept to me for my entire Christian life. Unfortunately I didn't realize it was foreign until this past weekend. Now that I realize how lost I am when it comes to God's grace, I'm able to see that for years I've been lying to myself about so many things and not even realizing it.
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