Mood Hangovers

**2:13pm

This is hard work. It takes so much energy. I need Your help God. Please breathe strength into me, God I can't do this on my own I just can't. Show me the next step. What's next? Show me the next ten feet God. Guide me and don't let go and I will follow your lead.

**5:08pm

I'm sitting in Starbucks in good ole' Pfluggerville , Tx (I have NO idea how to spell that) waiting for a babysitting interview. God has for sure blessed me with a handful of families interested in me babysitting for them. Funny how things work out. Just take note: it's important to return to God what He has given to you. If you think you aren't capable of dipping into your finances to do so, I promise you that you can. He will provide for you.

Today's been rough and I don't know why. Last night was rough and I was praying it wouldn't be lingering when I woke up this morning. Unfortunately it was there, some times it's there and sometimes it leaves in the middle of the night when I don't even notice. I like to refer it to a mood hangover. Some mornings they are bad news and will last most of the day, while others aren't even noticeable when my alarm goes off. This morning I woke up with a mood hangover. In fact it's still here at this moment in time. Classes where good this morning and then I went to group and sorta started melting down there. Mood hangovers are a little different then drunk hangovers; sometimes mood hangovers get worse as the day progresses instead of getting better. That's how today's been.

**8:41pm

Got the babysitting job. Boom. Thank you Jesus. I am now sitting with a diet coke, glass of water and a cup of coffee...decaf for all my accountability clocks reading this. I need to do homework and be a good student and go to be at a decent hour to keep my life as structured as possible. Hopefully the mood hangover is gone when I wake up, they aren't so fun.

Oh side not, I started making a website....? I have no idea what I was thinking. Let me go ahead and waste a little bit more of my time attempting to create a website...for what exactly? Dear Lord I need help.

Take a look at Matthew 6:25-34 if you get a chance. It's a good one.