walking on broken glass

Hey God,

It's me, Your daughter. Or at least I hope you will still call me that.
I need to feel Your love. The love that I once felt in the depths of
my soul and the pit of my stomach. The love that once overwhelmed me
with joy to a point where I couldn't even contain it to myself for a
minute longer. Where did that feeling go? Why do I feel hollow now?
I feel holes inside my heart wanting so badly to be filled with something of
substance that will truly satisfy me. I know You are the only one capable of that
satisfaction but my body can only ache for so long while I sit and wait. Until then
I try everything possible to temporarily plug the emptiness up but You know
as well as I know what comes from those temporay plugs...nothing. More
emptiness and more sorrow and more loneliness than I can bear to stand.
I am walking on broken glass God and it pains me more and more everyday.
I will continue to wait to hear from You but I pray it is soon because my heart is aching
to be loved. Please Lord save me from this nightmare I am living. I need Your light in my life
because without it all I am seeing is darkness. I love You God.

Your child